another post! get excited now...

Today was a great day! We have recently implemented many changes at work, most of which i think are for the better. That is running smoothly. Thanks for all who have been praying for me in that.

Michael is going through some HUGE changes! God has revealed Himself to Michael in a mighty way. Walls are coming down and my loving husband is showing up to me daily. it is really a joy loving God and attempting to live in His will.

Michael and i were listening to a teaching together last night and the teacher was saying that it is easy to rest in God's love and be a follower of Him when things are going our way, when He is doing things according to our will. it is more difficult to live in his love when he is disciplining us, or doing things we dont agree with.

*at this point, i set my pen down and found myself starting to tune out the message*

later last night, we were going to talk about what we heard. I shared with Michael that this is how i have felt about God for a while, the last few weeks. When actually, i think i have been upset with God since Dad died. Not upset "i dont believe in God" but upset "i dont understand this" Michael, ever so sweetly, prayed for me and asked God to reveal to me the real reason behind my mistrust of His goodness. What a wonderful moment to share as a married couple.

then tonight we were devotioning (Michael-ism word) with Hannah and telling about Jesus and the Samaritan woman at the well. When Jesus accused her about not being married to the man she was living with etc, she totally changed the subject and tried to get away from the discipline. Isn't that what i had done the night before? why, yes it was.

I guess i still have some growth to do. i'm glad i can trust in His love for me, even when he 'gives and takes away'

here you are Jolene, a new post.

I am trying to adjust to working full-time. i barely have enough left in me to spend with my family, let alone on the internet with blogs, maybe someday i'll be used to it and can get more better at blogging.

things are good here 515. Michael is watching the NCAA basketball tournament, i could care less. Hannah is wondering between the two of us, playing in her bedroom and having a jolly 5 year old time. i am sitting at the computer looking at nonsense and trying to get things done.

so far, i have gotten pics ready to hang
ate pizza, and peanut butter cookies
changed out of my church clothes
did our bills for the month

okay, so it doesnt sound like a lot, but it has been a lot to me. i think i might craft for a bit this afternoon. either that or purge Hannah's toys, my winter clothes and other things around the house i think are getting cluttered and out of hand.
i need to go to walmart to get some hair clips-i have 2 and both are broken and Chapmanized! hee hee

i cant think of anything of real substance to share today, so i think i'll get back to my wonderings.

have a great day! (with fist held high! and smiling)

do you ever have days where you want to stay mad at your spouse? well, today is one of those days for me, and I know i should just call him and apologize for my nasty behavior and attitude. I am upset because he called me out on a selfish behavior and i continued to fight with him about a trivial stupid matter. Oh, Jesus, please forgive my sinful nature and help me to realize this life is fleeting and be thankful my husband is a Godly man who loves you, and loves me too.

so i'm sitting here thinking, I'll look and see if people commented on my last post. well, i forgot it was all Dad. The tears are here...

In other words, how can one nostril produce so much snot and really nothing come out of the other? random, i know, but it is starting to bother me.

I am going on a field trip with Hannah's class to HyVee, i went with her preschool to HyVee last year. fun, i know. i am excited to spend some time with her in her environment. should be a fun morning, i have my camera ready.

work is going well. we are having a good sale, but not a lot of people buying stuff. Production wise, we are busy, we have 20 or so pieces due every day thru Friday, so that will keep me busy when i am not doing manager things. you know, bossing people around, working on nonsense paperwork, answering questions/complaints with authority. HA! it is a good fit for me.

I worked out this morning. i have been up since 5 am, which is good for me. i will go to the field trip and hustle to work and will prolly ahve to stay there till 7-7:30 to get my 8 hours in for the day. i am getting more and more used to fulltime hours.

The emergency sirens are sounding. which takes me back to a funny story when Hannah was a wee little babe. We had had some severe weather for a few days and as a stay-a- home mom, i was home a lot with Hannah. THis is before Michael, so i was at mom and dad's house. IT was a weds morning, and the sirens went off. Mind you, i hadnt heard the man tell it was a warning. so i headed to the basement with Hannah and Buddy. After a half hour or so i called mom to ask if they were okay. She said yes and wanted to know why. well i told her i was in the basement 'taking cover' HA! that was and still is a good JoAnna moment!

so i'm trying to get ready for today, and just dont have motivation to do any more to get ready. i already showered this morning before i left the Y, so that is done. i have on my Michael's uniform wiht a Green top over my white work shirt, that way i can make a clean getaway from HyVee :) always planning ahead. maybe i'll throw ona bit of makeup... hope you have a great day!